Hey guys.
I hope you have all been well, anyway today i want to talk about something that has happened recently and i have to say that because of it i dont know whether i am going to change for the good or for the worse but i hope you will take a moment to listen to what i have to say and give me some advice.
First of all ill tell you the situation, i... went through a break up, yeah yah everyone goes through this in life at somepoint and its not pleasant but its my first actual break up and it left me not knowing what to do with life at the moment.
Now for the reason it happened, so throughout the relationship we lived in different towns from each other so we couldn't really see each other as much as we could and i dont even know how much money i spent on buses but that doesn't matter the main this is that around our 3 months being together something happened which made me lose a bit of my trust but i decided to give it another change because i believe that people can change and things did change for a while i guess but after a while the trust started to slip when i saw her talking to something, someone else who had been in here life.
At first i tried to ignore it and act life he didn't exist but life most things that didn't last i started to wonder what was going on and this is what really kick started me being needy and not really giving her any space because i wanted to know what they were saying to each other and when i saw i felt betrayed so i started to forget about all that giving space stuff and started to get obsessed and i guess that was a bad idea because it ended up with me getting angry and saying something that i NOW dont regret but at the time it made me so angry because its what got us to break up but the thing that has made me the most annoyed is that three weeks after we split and after 8 months of being together that guy finally got what he wanted but i have to move on and forget about it and move onto someone better but if people could give me some advise as to how to move forward please comment down below i would be very thankful.
anyway thats all for now have a good day everyone and good night x.
