I hate storms

Hey guys.
I hope you have all been good.

So what I really wanted to talk about is what is going on at the moment of me writing this blog post.
But I think the first thing I should tell you guys is that I like storms but I hate thunder and lightning I know it doesn't make any sense but that's me just a weird ol teen haha.
But if you live in Britain then you might have been on the news that the first named storm of 2016 in the uk has 80mph and will be making it's way across England over night as well as tomorrow.
I know this was a quick weird thing to talk about but I'm just a little worried about everyone on the coast because of how strong the winds are.

Anyway I hope you liked this little talk.

Love you all.
Polaroidguy stopping time to go offline.

Friends?

Hey guys.

so up until Christmas ill be trying to pump out posts every week so i hope you enjoy.

I would like to start off saying that this post isn't the happiest thing to talk about but i just want to get it off my chest.

So lately I've been thinking about who my friends really are and you must be thinking "what do you mean" well when im with "Friends" i feel kind of left out in a away for example -
When im trying to have a serious talk with a friend they just shrug it off like its nothing,
Also when i am sitting down with a group of friends to try to draw a bit and write songs or write short story's and then they ask if they can look at my drawings and writing and i say that i dont like people looking at them but they insist and when they look at my work such as writing they say oh why are you writing like that it looks really bad and wrong, and also when they are looking at my drawings they say things like "Oh why did you draw that mouth like that or why did you draw that face like that do you not have any originality?" and im just like no i dont have any originality because im still trying to learn different things about drawing and writing so i take ideas from people that have already don the same thing and just because you can draw and you have "Originality" doesn't mean you can tell me i have non.

Oh man this REALLY GETS ON MY NERVES!!!

Sorry if this made no sense what so ever but i just had to talk about it.

anyway thats all for today if any of you have had something like this happen to you then post it in the comments.
until next time.

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The Season of Autumn

Ah Autumn my favorite time of the year.

Hey Guys how have you been.

Anyway let me start by asking you what your favorite season is in the year Summer, Autumn, Spring or Winter.

Now as I just said I love Autumn it's my favorite time of the year because of how the leaves all turn from a lush green to little flames and then they fall to the ground for winter, I also love this time out year because of Halloween I love all the outfits you see in shops and it's just one of the key parts to Autumn being GREAT am I right?

I just love running around in all the leaves that fall onto the ground with my dogs.

This may be weird to say but is it just me or does Autumn kind of remind you of Christmas as well as Halloween I think the Autumn leaves remind me of a nice Warm Fire in you living room sitting down with a hot chocolate and watching a movie such as the polar express which is one of my favorite movies ever.

Don't you think that this season gives a nice feel to coffee shops such as Cafe Nero with it's rustic theme I like to spend most of the time in there just having a hot chocolate and going on my laptop it's so good you guys should try it.

Anyway that's it for now leave me your feedback in the comments.

PolaroidGuy Stopping Time -----

Friends VS Life

Hello Guys.

This was a bit rushed but i just really want to talk about it.

Ok so basically on most days when i get back home from college i usually go onto Facebook or Skype and talk to friends but every now and then some of them never answer me and i get a little annoyed because it says that they are online but no talk.

So i end up sending one message every 2 hours like

"Hey"
"hi"
"cool"

And after i message "cool" they message back all annoyed and say im busy having a life, and this kinda gets on my nerves because if they didn't want me to talk to them they should have just said or at least put their profile on away or offline.

Now why am i telling you all this, well i feel like its going to lose me friends and i need some help from you guys if that is possible to give me tips on what to do if you have gone through this because its really eating at me today.

Now dont worry i will have another post coming out later in the month a little more light hearted that im use you will enjoy so until then, Thanks for all your help.

PolaroidGuy Stopping Time -----

Family Problems

Hello guys.

I know i haven't posted in a while but i have been busy with college.

but i just want to talk about something that has really been affecting my life at the moment and i hope you will have the time to read and give me some advise.

Ok so you know how sometimes you will have that one group of friends that talk about you behind your back?

or should i even call them "friends"

well something similar has been happening with my family instead, what do i mean by this?
Well every now and then i go up the stairs after getting some food before bed and oneday i just sat on the stairs for a bit because i was feeling really weak because of a cold.
Then from the stairs i could hear my mum talking on the phone in the living room to someone and i was interested as you what she was talking about and i hear her saying things like.

"Oh my god lately hes been so lazy not even helping around the house or taking the dog for a walk"
and stuff like
"You wont believe what he did today, he just sat around doing nothing all day"
and this one oh my god this one really got to me
"yeah i know im actually thinking about shipping him off to the US to be with his dad"

and over the years this has really gotten to me as today i was coming out of my room to wash dishes and i heard her say "Close the door cause he might hear" and all she was doing was bitching about be how im not responsible and that i was calling her last night cause she was out shopping and i didnt know where she was cause she was taking longer than usual, bear in mind that she knows that i worry a lot.

this has just really been gettig to me so if anyone know s any tips on what i could say or do.

love you guys lots

(PolaroidGuy Stopping Time-------

Day or Night?

Hello Again

How are you all doing?

I have a question well, it might be a weird one but i think its valid.

So here i go, i have always thought of myself as a day person and this is why.

Reasons i Liked the Day

1. first of all i really liked getting up early in the morning and just smelling the cold misty air.

2. i liked sitting in the sun for hours .

3. the beach, this matches with number two.

4. this kind of goes into the same realm as Night but i really love watching the sun set.

Reasons i Like the Night 

1. i LOVE watching the sun set.

2. i love sitting out on the sunroof with my laptop or a book and watching the moon and stars go by.

3. i like how peaceful it is at night.

4. And last but not least i LOVE going for Night walks, this matches with number three.

So yes there are a lot of reasons i like either one but for most of my life i have always loved the day i used to get up early in the morning to go down stairs and make breakfast to get me ready for the day.

But lately over the last year or so i have started to like Night Time a lot more as its so quiet and peaceful and you can just go for a walk anywhere with no one to bother you, well NOT everywhere but you get what i mean i just love the smell and the feeling of the air with i go out.

Ok so this may have been a really weird post but i liked letting you guys know about my views on this.

and if you like, post what you like more and the reason for picking it, anyway im off.

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Best Month Ever!

Hey guys how are you all doing i hope your doing good.

So lets just get strait to the point.

This has been the best month this whole year for many reasons in which i shall talk about now.
Reasons This is The Best Month

1. I was able to get a new phone after breaking it last month.

2. I have an interview for a job.

3. I started a new YouTube channel to help with my public speaking and other stuff.

4. And last but not least I GOT A NEW PUPPY, ok wow that was over the top but yeah i have a new puppy called Chunk because he is so chunky.

So yes guys there is a lot to be excited about at the moment.

also if you guys would like to know the name of the YouTube channel that i made just comment the best thing that has happened to you in the last two months.

All of this is really spaced out but i guess that just because i still have no idea what im really doing, im just talking about my life to you, you know something?
When i was younger my friends told me to write a Diary but i didn't really get very far i wrote a couple of pages and that was that, it was over in the blink of an eye.

So that didn't really work out for me which is why i started this blog because i like the feeling of people seeing what you think about something without someone just blowing it back in your face.
I like the feeling of not being known by someone but they still read what i have to say about something.

I do love the internet but anyway guys like i said comment your best moment from the past two months.

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Hello World!

I have decided to start a blog.

Yes me, a guy who is having some trouble right now talking to people so heres why i have started this even though i have no idea what im doing so please forgive me.

Ok well lets see, you know how sometimes your friends dont really understand the trouble you are in when you try and ask for their help and they just play it off like a joke well yes thats me right now, my friends dont understand me and i dont want to talk to my parents cause they will just keep going on about it and i cant deal with that.

I just get real Anxious whenpeople dont understand me or something is bothering me so here are
Five reasons why a teenage boy world be Anxious

1. you have to look like a hard nut all the time so people respect you

2. you have to like football and other sports or else you have no friends

3. you have to like a certain thing or someone will go off on a rage at you

4. you have to care about what you wear

5. you dont know if anyone actually likes you or not

yes this isn't even all of my reasons but i just have to many so ill save you with just five for today.

Oh wait there is one more, you have to act like someone your not if you meet someone new because they might not like your real self.

anyway i just dont see how people can be like that all the time which is why i have made this blog.

i just want to talk to people about how i feel without feeling Anxious about what they will think i just want people to see me for me.

anyway i hope this was ok and not too boring but it also felt good to talk about thing so untill next time.

PolaroidGuy stopping time to go Offline.