Hey guys.
I hope you have all been well, anyway today i want to talk about something that has happened recently and i have to say that because of it i dont know whether i am going to change for the good or for the worse but i hope you will take a moment to listen to what i have to say and give me some advice.
First of all ill tell you the situation, i... went through a break up, yeah yah everyone goes through this in life at somepoint and its not pleasant but its my first actual break up and it left me not knowing what to do with life at the moment.
Now for the reason it happened, so throughout the relationship we lived in different towns from each other so we couldn't really see each other as much as we could and i dont even know how much money i spent on buses but that doesn't matter the main this is that around our 3 months being together something happened which made me lose a bit of my trust but i decided to give it another change because i believe that people can change and things did change for a while i guess but after a while the trust started to slip when i saw her talking to something, someone else who had been in here life.
At first i tried to ignore it and act life he didn't exist but life most things that didn't last i started to wonder what was going on and this is what really kick started me being needy and not really giving her any space because i wanted to know what they were saying to each other and when i saw i felt betrayed so i started to forget about all that giving space stuff and started to get obsessed and i guess that was a bad idea because it ended up with me getting angry and saying something that i NOW dont regret but at the time it made me so angry because its what got us to break up but the thing that has made me the most annoyed is that three weeks after we split and after 8 months of being together that guy finally got what he wanted but i have to move on and forget about it and move onto someone better but if people could give me some advise as to how to move forward please comment down below i would be very thankful.
anyway thats all for now have a good day everyone and good night x.
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Friday, 29 December 2017
Tuesday, 7 February 2017
HELP (Friend Problems)
Hey guys
how you all doing.
today i want to talk about something that has been bothering me for a couple weeks now and i would like your guys opinion.
So as some of you may know i love to talk online with people its kinda like my lifeline to my friends because i can hardly ever meet some of them but lately it feels like they have become more distant when trying to have a conversation with someone even with someone more than friends.
i just feel like im getting boring like know one really talk and people always say "Sorry my phone died" which hey it may be true but these days i find it hard to believe like today i was gonna have a Skype call with someone and this someone is the more than friends part but in the end i didn't feel like it because if you guys dont know, i just came down with a cold and i dont really feel like calling so i said but im ok to talk on Facebook if you want and she said yeah thats fine but... nothing after that im just waiting for the Facebook notification to ping saying i have a new message.
I know some of you are saying "JUST MESSAGE HER THEN" and the thing is i would but over the past couple of weeks even months people are starting to get pissed off at me for how much i talk to them and i dont know if she is already pissed at how much i talk or is just on the edge of being pissed.
but either way i really need some advice because im struggling here.
And if any of you guys have had anything like this happen please comment.
PolaroidGuy Stopping Time ~~~---
how you all doing.
today i want to talk about something that has been bothering me for a couple weeks now and i would like your guys opinion.
So as some of you may know i love to talk online with people its kinda like my lifeline to my friends because i can hardly ever meet some of them but lately it feels like they have become more distant when trying to have a conversation with someone even with someone more than friends.
i just feel like im getting boring like know one really talk and people always say "Sorry my phone died" which hey it may be true but these days i find it hard to believe like today i was gonna have a Skype call with someone and this someone is the more than friends part but in the end i didn't feel like it because if you guys dont know, i just came down with a cold and i dont really feel like calling so i said but im ok to talk on Facebook if you want and she said yeah thats fine but... nothing after that im just waiting for the Facebook notification to ping saying i have a new message.
I know some of you are saying "JUST MESSAGE HER THEN" and the thing is i would but over the past couple of weeks even months people are starting to get pissed off at me for how much i talk to them and i dont know if she is already pissed at how much i talk or is just on the edge of being pissed.
but either way i really need some advice because im struggling here.
And if any of you guys have had anything like this happen please comment.
PolaroidGuy Stopping Time ~~~---
Friday, 14 October 2016
Friends?
Hey guys.
so up until Christmas ill be trying to pump out posts every week so i hope you enjoy.
I would like to start off saying that this post isn't the happiest thing to talk about but i just want to get it off my chest.
So lately I've been thinking about who my friends really are and you must be thinking "what do you mean" well when im with "Friends" i feel kind of left out in a away for example -
When im trying to have a serious talk with a friend they just shrug it off like its nothing,
Also when i am sitting down with a group of friends to try to draw a bit and write songs or write short story's and then they ask if they can look at my drawings and writing and i say that i dont like people looking at them but they insist and when they look at my work such as writing they say oh why are you writing like that it looks really bad and wrong, and also when they are looking at my drawings they say things like "Oh why did you draw that mouth like that or why did you draw that face like that do you not have any originality?" and im just like no i dont have any originality because im still trying to learn different things about drawing and writing so i take ideas from people that have already don the same thing and just because you can draw and you have "Originality" doesn't mean you can tell me i have non.
Oh man this REALLY GETS ON MY NERVES!!!
Sorry if this made no sense what so ever but i just had to talk about it.
anyway thats all for today if any of you have had something like this happen to you then post it in the comments.
until next time.
PolaroidGuy Stopping Time ------
so up until Christmas ill be trying to pump out posts every week so i hope you enjoy.
I would like to start off saying that this post isn't the happiest thing to talk about but i just want to get it off my chest.
So lately I've been thinking about who my friends really are and you must be thinking "what do you mean" well when im with "Friends" i feel kind of left out in a away for example -
When im trying to have a serious talk with a friend they just shrug it off like its nothing,
Also when i am sitting down with a group of friends to try to draw a bit and write songs or write short story's and then they ask if they can look at my drawings and writing and i say that i dont like people looking at them but they insist and when they look at my work such as writing they say oh why are you writing like that it looks really bad and wrong, and also when they are looking at my drawings they say things like "Oh why did you draw that mouth like that or why did you draw that face like that do you not have any originality?" and im just like no i dont have any originality because im still trying to learn different things about drawing and writing so i take ideas from people that have already don the same thing and just because you can draw and you have "Originality" doesn't mean you can tell me i have non.
Oh man this REALLY GETS ON MY NERVES!!!
Sorry if this made no sense what so ever but i just had to talk about it.
anyway thats all for today if any of you have had something like this happen to you then post it in the comments.
until next time.
PolaroidGuy Stopping Time ------
Monday, 10 October 2016
Friends VS Life
Hello Guys.
This was a bit rushed but i just really want to talk about it.
Ok so basically on most days when i get back home from college i usually go onto Facebook or Skype and talk to friends but every now and then some of them never answer me and i get a little annoyed because it says that they are online but no talk.
So i end up sending one message every 2 hours like
"Hey"
"hi"
"cool"
And after i message "cool" they message back all annoyed and say im busy having a life, and this kinda gets on my nerves because if they didn't want me to talk to them they should have just said or at least put their profile on away or offline.
Now why am i telling you all this, well i feel like its going to lose me friends and i need some help from you guys if that is possible to give me tips on what to do if you have gone through this because its really eating at me today.
Now dont worry i will have another post coming out later in the month a little more light hearted that im use you will enjoy so until then, Thanks for all your help.
PolaroidGuy Stopping Time -----
This was a bit rushed but i just really want to talk about it.
Ok so basically on most days when i get back home from college i usually go onto Facebook or Skype and talk to friends but every now and then some of them never answer me and i get a little annoyed because it says that they are online but no talk.
So i end up sending one message every 2 hours like
"Hey"
"hi"
"cool"
And after i message "cool" they message back all annoyed and say im busy having a life, and this kinda gets on my nerves because if they didn't want me to talk to them they should have just said or at least put their profile on away or offline.
Now why am i telling you all this, well i feel like its going to lose me friends and i need some help from you guys if that is possible to give me tips on what to do if you have gone through this because its really eating at me today.
Now dont worry i will have another post coming out later in the month a little more light hearted that im use you will enjoy so until then, Thanks for all your help.
PolaroidGuy Stopping Time -----
Sunday, 24 July 2016
Best Month Ever!
Hey guys how are you all doing i hope your doing good.
So lets just get strait to the point.
This has been the best month this whole year for many reasons in which i shall talk about now.
Reasons This is The Best Month
1. I was able to get a new phone after breaking it last month.
2. I have an interview for a job.
3. I started a new YouTube channel to help with my public speaking and other stuff.
4. And last but not least I GOT A NEW PUPPY, ok wow that was over the top but yeah i have a new puppy called Chunk because he is so chunky.
So yes guys there is a lot to be excited about at the moment.
also if you guys would like to know the name of the YouTube channel that i made just comment the best thing that has happened to you in the last two months.
All of this is really spaced out but i guess that just because i still have no idea what im really doing, im just talking about my life to you, you know something?
When i was younger my friends told me to write a Diary but i didn't really get very far i wrote a couple of pages and that was that, it was over in the blink of an eye.
So that didn't really work out for me which is why i started this blog because i like the feeling of people seeing what you think about something without someone just blowing it back in your face.
I like the feeling of not being known by someone but they still read what i have to say about something.
I do love the internet but anyway guys like i said comment your best moment from the past two months.
[PolaroidGuy stopping time to go Offline]
So lets just get strait to the point.
This has been the best month this whole year for many reasons in which i shall talk about now.
Reasons This is The Best Month
1. I was able to get a new phone after breaking it last month.
2. I have an interview for a job.
3. I started a new YouTube channel to help with my public speaking and other stuff.
4. And last but not least I GOT A NEW PUPPY, ok wow that was over the top but yeah i have a new puppy called Chunk because he is so chunky.
So yes guys there is a lot to be excited about at the moment.
also if you guys would like to know the name of the YouTube channel that i made just comment the best thing that has happened to you in the last two months.
All of this is really spaced out but i guess that just because i still have no idea what im really doing, im just talking about my life to you, you know something?
When i was younger my friends told me to write a Diary but i didn't really get very far i wrote a couple of pages and that was that, it was over in the blink of an eye.
So that didn't really work out for me which is why i started this blog because i like the feeling of people seeing what you think about something without someone just blowing it back in your face.
I like the feeling of not being known by someone but they still read what i have to say about something.
I do love the internet but anyway guys like i said comment your best moment from the past two months.
[PolaroidGuy stopping time to go Offline]
Sunday, 17 July 2016
Hello World!
I have decided to start a blog.
Yes me, a guy who is having some trouble right now talking to people so heres why i have started this even though i have no idea what im doing so please forgive me.
Ok well lets see, you know how sometimes your friends dont really understand the trouble you are in when you try and ask for their help and they just play it off like a joke well yes thats me right now, my friends dont understand me and i dont want to talk to my parents cause they will just keep going on about it and i cant deal with that.
I just get real Anxious whenpeople dont understand me or something is bothering me so here are
Five reasons why a teenage boy world be Anxious
1. you have to look like a hard nut all the time so people respect you
2. you have to like football and other sports or else you have no friends
3. you have to like a certain thing or someone will go off on a rage at you
4. you have to care about what you wear
5. you dont know if anyone actually likes you or not
yes this isn't even all of my reasons but i just have to many so ill save you with just five for today.
Oh wait there is one more, you have to act like someone your not if you meet someone new because they might not like your real self.
anyway i just dont see how people can be like that all the time which is why i have made this blog.
i just want to talk to people about how i feel without feeling Anxious about what they will think i just want people to see me for me.
anyway i hope this was ok and not too boring but it also felt good to talk about thing so untill next time.
PolaroidGuy stopping time to go Offline.
Yes me, a guy who is having some trouble right now talking to people so heres why i have started this even though i have no idea what im doing so please forgive me.
Ok well lets see, you know how sometimes your friends dont really understand the trouble you are in when you try and ask for their help and they just play it off like a joke well yes thats me right now, my friends dont understand me and i dont want to talk to my parents cause they will just keep going on about it and i cant deal with that.
I just get real Anxious whenpeople dont understand me or something is bothering me so here are
Five reasons why a teenage boy world be Anxious
1. you have to look like a hard nut all the time so people respect you
2. you have to like football and other sports or else you have no friends
3. you have to like a certain thing or someone will go off on a rage at you
4. you have to care about what you wear
5. you dont know if anyone actually likes you or not
yes this isn't even all of my reasons but i just have to many so ill save you with just five for today.
Oh wait there is one more, you have to act like someone your not if you meet someone new because they might not like your real self.
anyway i just dont see how people can be like that all the time which is why i have made this blog.
i just want to talk to people about how i feel without feeling Anxious about what they will think i just want people to see me for me.
anyway i hope this was ok and not too boring but it also felt good to talk about thing so untill next time.
PolaroidGuy stopping time to go Offline.
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